You find out who your friends are

Everybody wants to slap your back, wants to shake your hand, when you're up on top of that mountain. But let one of those rocks give way then you slide back down look up, and see who's around then. You find out who you're friends are. Somebody's gonna drop everything. Run out and crank up their car, hit the gas get there fast. Never stop to think 'what's in it for me' or 'it's way too far'. They just show on up with their big old heart.


Thanks to everyone who was there for me the week before and all the way up through graduation. I appreciate everyone of you who took time out of your lives to think about me on the most important day of my life. It means the world to me, truly.

So it's over? Just like that? Um, what now....this is strange. Haha, strange in an ok way though.

It hasn't sunk in yet. That I graduated, I mean. It'll run up and bite me in the ass one of these days and then I'll break down in tears.

Not one single tear yesterday. WTF? I think my nerves were too spastic to even think what was going on. I just took direction, walked up on stage in front of hundreds of people, got that diploma, then walked back to my seat. Turned my tassel. Threw my hat. Took the pictures. Had the party. Went to bed.

Where in there was I SUPPOSED to have a break down? Haha, I didn't have time to cry, even if I wanted to. But the funny thing is, I didn't want to? I had like 10 people text me the night before grad and say all these things that made me cry, but the day OF, I was fine. Just laid back and got it over with.

Is this normal? Everyone I asked said they didn't cry either, so maybe I'm halfway sane :)

And then just to add to the stress, I went on TV last night to present my check to Children's Miracle Network, idk if I said this before but I raised $2,000!!!!!!!!!! I made my goal, wooo, that's always nice, to set goals and achieve them. So far that's the story of my life.

After I was interviewed I started to walk away and they asked me to come back and supposedly when I walked away, one of the crew members was like, "And she's cute too" so they wanted to tell me. Aw shucks *blushes* he was probably 65 or something HAHA

Blah I have a headache. Probably because I don't have anything to think about and my brain is like, "what's going on sweets?" :) A weight has been lifted tho, and it's so nice. I have no worries for at least another month and half which is when I have to pack, go to the Idols tour, and then leave the country.

I like the sound of that. David Cook and Italy all within a week's time. Very nice.

I don't think I have anything else to say at the moment, did I say enough? Whatever, enough for my fingers to type at the moment.

Thanks for reading this, love you all*

Some grad pics, the rest are on the myspace.